I re-read this series all the time and each time I still have to prepare myself for the third book. I have already started crying for it. Seriously sometimes I don't understand why I do it to myself. I get so emotional over this series. Every time. bleh. And the more I think about it the more I kind of don't like Tessa.. and the more I love Jem. Of course I love me some William. But Jem is just awesome. I do not enjoy how Tessa is still all googly eyes for Will after getting engaged to Jem. Not cool. This is probably my 5th time reading this and this is the first time it has pissed me off. Still the story is amazing and heart breaking and I love it.